Men I'll Never Be... Sissy I'll Always Be

There comes a point in a sissy's life when they realize their true nature and the implications of being a sissy. As a sissy, I'll never been viewed as handsomely manly. I'll never have a buff, chiseled bod with washboard abs and thick powerful arm. I'll never make women swoon like these guys.

I'll never be viewed as a "man's man," "beefcake," "muscle guy," or "stud." I might be thought of as a

• fairy
• fluffer queen
• sissy boi
• Nancy Boy
• Mary Ann
• Cream Puff
• Poof
• Brownie Queen
• Doris Day
• Flaming Sissyfag
• Girlie
• Limp Wristed Lisper
• Molly Mop
• Pansy
• Sissy Darlene
• Powder Puff
• Receiver of Swollen Goods
• Wimp
• Swishy
• Betty
• Dildo Diver
• Fag Bait
• queen in training
• transie fag
• Pussyboy

but nothing remotely as "manly." There are some times that I am disappointed in myself because I never amounted to much that most people who considered admirable. I was born a boy who wished he was a girl but couldn't make it as a man and ended up something in between.

I have never been "well endowed" and felt inadequate when I saw other boys in the locker room or pictures of men in Gay magazines. Now, thanks to the medication that I take to prevent male pattern hair loss, my "boy bits" are even smaller now and can only get semi-erect at best. It thrills me that I can cum without having to be stiff.

Last night, I was in the bathtub reading an issue of Glamour Magazine. I had several super absorbent tampons lodged nicely in my sissy ass which made me feel especially girlie. I noticed this advertisement showing this absolutely handsome buff guy caressing this beautiful young woman. I imagined that I was that woman and this beefcake of a guy was caressing me flawless skin before having his way with me. As I was envisioning this, one hand started rubbing rubbing my sissy clit while the other fingered my quivering little hole. A wonderful tingling sensation pulsed through my clitty but it barely got engorged. In fact, it was little more than flaccid even as a finger rubbed my prostate and warm jism oozed from my clit as I orgasmed. I couldn't help but smile when I realized how happy I was that I came without getting hard.

"Is this anything a real man would be pleased with himself about?" was my next thought. "Of course not, but I am a sissy." was my realization.

Is it OK that I feel this way?